DAY 20. MINDFUL TESTS

Sometimes mindfulness is simply …. testing your mindfulness.

What do I mean?

The annoying events.

And honestly, I have had lots of annoyance today when I tried to print few things in a library.

Nothing worked. I mean, totally nothing. All possible printing things went "out of mind" today.

Surprise surprise, soon I felt how annoyed I feel.

To be honest, I even cursed in front of people.

I wanted the universe to know that THIS SUCKS.

But the interesting part was my own shame or more how fast I felt ashamed.

Not of my actions, but my inner reaction and how much it annoyed me.

Solution? I am sitting with a bought printer, which I found on discount.

Cause honestly, I wanted to buy it for a while. Just postponed it.

So, I assume in the end - thank you the universe.

I do not want to say that materialistic attitude solves it all, but in this situation I actually got a long-time investment, a cheaper version ( I spend a lot on printing in printing places) and a big reminder that all the things have their positive sides.

It just depends on what angles we look.

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